ofenchant's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- But
I'm not sure what I am. I still believe some of the same stuff, and some stuff more, but I'm kind of having a break from labelling things ... though labels are important in religion. These sentences all seem so clunky, but it's not because I don't care, or because I do. I feel distant from everything, walking through thick cloud that is soundless and clinging. Yet I feel like I have a clearer view of life and sense than I ever did before. I understand the significance of man in all of this and wonder at the destructions and constructions made without our knowledge. The lies. The thing I love most about my job is that I get to see the truth in people. I know who you are before you open your mouth. It's fascinating. We all seem to have taken a step towards personal gain. (What about me)? The lack of balance. There's always a but. None of this seems right ... like someone else is telling my story and I am just sitting back watching, not caring, barely even awake. 10:19 a.m. - 2006-12-31 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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