ofenchant's Diaryland Diary

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kismet


I haven't been here for awhile.

I haven't been anywhere except work.

Uni.

Driving.

Work will save us from the dreariness. Work will save us from despair.
Work will save us from disillusionment and famine even though it causes these things.

I hate to be the bearer of bad news, but

I long for the feel of fabric glistening in the warmth of the sun on a day of slow motion relaxation and grass.

I hope for magic.

I wish for stars.

I pray for enlightenment.

The world seems intangible, lost within thick glass. People are everywhere in their idiotic complacency mundanely arrogant smug sheltered lives.

I feel that the darkness is full of serial

killers.

I fear the sunshine is

Pardon?

And yet, if I had more time I'd waste it selfishly like leftover water down drains as it vanishes from intelligent minds.

I am blisfully married. Our destination is security. I long to art.

I drew all day. I drew until my wrists began to ache.

I look for life in all the wrong places.

12:31 a.m. - 2006-05-21

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