ofenchant's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- far away in newness New Year, fragile and unreal. They decided to erase Limbo. Tiny babies go to Heaven now. It's very odd to me. I hope for the health and happiness of my loved ones. I wish many joys for those who struggled so last year and lost and tried and took three steps back for every hopeful, strong foot planted forward. It's nice to find a common thread in out and about with strangers, "Happy New Year" to mark the occasion in passing, that old renewal again. I'd like to learn more. Have better reactions. Hold conversations in eloquence, rhythm and time. I met the house of my dreams today, by accident on delivery. Twisted, unattended vine crawling up perfectly placed steps in brush to a door on an open, sweeping verandah of pure, white, not quite right eery old money laid back perfection in suburbia. The hallway was dark and the windows were mysteries. Once upon a time last week I accepted very expensive, posh, tasteless chocolates from a relative and marvelled at their au lait extra fin and ate each chocolate thoughtfully and carefully returned each wrapping to its original chocolate bearing shape. They're quite unique and small and not that great. I don't understand the idea of them. But when you have no other chocolates, you eat them, marvelling, hoping one will taste good. That's the way it is with annoying employees. Husband facial trimmed, in style of wedding husband, sexy crazy head hair, eyes just pop out blue and smile so huge and mouth so perfect I just stare and stare in wonder love and lust and touch him often, fingers brushing playfully at shirt and smile and wonder love and lust and touch him often. Last night I dreamt we lived elsewhere, with others in the street of an old, wow church school and trees near an op-shop of the very best kind and I wondered with a strange girl who told me where to put my furniture, an odd design I wondered why and then I woke up. 10:50 p.m. - 2006-01-01 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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